Sunday, July 3, 2011
20 June 2011
Sam Died today,i can't talk about it yet the pain in overwhelming. When i think back i just remember the pain of my family as we held each other crying unable to stop and them having to drag me away from my baby because they where taking him away that is all i can write at the momment
21 June 2011
My husband and i had held each other all night and cryed and cryed, and then my second day in this nightmare started. I don't remember alot except i just said over and over "i want my baby back, please god i want my baby back" We cryed all day david and i and the kids it was another day of unbearable pain. We had to go to the police station to give statements and i fell apart and they had to call the doctor.
22 June 2011
Today was the day we had to organise the funeral,it was also the day i got my baby back. I went to dress him at 10am and braiden came, he was so brave. At 11am david and the kids came and i was so happy we were all with sam. When we bought him home to the house i ran outside, i was so happy my baby was home.
23 June 2011
Today they took Sam to the funeral home between 10am and 2pm so all his friends could go and say goodbye to him. God i missed him, it was almost unbearable knowing that i had so little time with him and i had to share him. Braiden stayed with his brother for the whole day and welcomed people and comforted them. I was so proud of him.
24 June
Today we buried our baby, I was the calmest day i had had. Everyone said that i wouldn't be able to cope with the eulogy but i knew i didn't have a choice and it was my job as a mum to do what i needed to do.
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